When I go ...

I'm here
always here
attention to yourself

I'm here
always here
see you when with her

I'm here
always here
when you're with her ​​amorous glances

I'm here
always here
my soul was torn because of the messages conveyed by the nerves to my brain

I know
I know it hurts
but why I didn't go away?

could it be I'm just too stupid?
too stupid to wait for you here

after one year
I try to bury my feelings deep in this

I have been accustomed to
I used to without you
accustomed himself
accustomed to seeing intimacy
your intimacy with her

but why?
why when I've got used to it
you come up with the wishes
came to be with me

what a fool I
I cann't resist your presence
I'm back watching you
I admire you again
and I look forward to your return

but there are different
This time I didn't see those eyes looking at his beside
I see ..
His eyes stared into my eyes serious
not playful eyes

I'm afraid
fear of fatigue
tired waiting for you here

if one day I go
please hug me
and tell
"I want you to stay here"